the inevitable happened today-he was sentenced. (actually it was yesterday, but i just got the news today.) anyway, when i first read the newspaper article, i felt nothing. it was just a fact that i read in the paper.
25 years. will serve 15. 5 years probation.
then the knot developed in my stomach. i tried to ignore it because, why should i be upset? everything is finally over. final. finished. done.
but i think it's the feeling that it was all really real. it actually happened. he really did all of this to us. i won't wake up and have it be a really fucked up dream. damn.
maybe when i wake up, i'll feel better...
Life Travels to Fast, Enjoy it!
1 year ago
This is one of those bits of news that I'm not sure how to react to. Congratulations seems harsh and cold. Sorry doesn't feel right either. Either way, I'm proud of you and what you've done through this time and I know you'll go on to do even greater. Love you girl and thinking about you!
ReplyDeleteThanks. I wasn't sure how to react to it either, but it did spur a great writing idea that I guess could be published one day. but even if it's not it will make one hell of piece of therapy.
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