Random thoughts and musings of a single Mom striving to follow dreams and find pure BLISS.

Nothing Nice

Ok, I'm pissed! Yep, totally pissed off and if you are easily offended you may want to stop reading now because I just have to get this off my chest.

This computer I'm using is not mine and it pissed me off every single freaking time I open it up! That's right my computer is not mine. My computer is in the hands of the Biloxi crime lab because my ex-husband decided to "gift" it with mounds of naked teenage girls. Yep, that's what happened. Now, the question of the YEAR is: Why did he put it on MY computer when he had his own? Becuase mine was new and shiny, and powerful, and super cool! It could do anything at lightning speed. Now I saved up and bought it for myself because I teach online and needed something that could handle all of the stuff I need to do without freaking out the way my older computer would. It was top-of-the-line for real!

Now, I'm stuck with HIS old piece of shit and my Mom's older model laptop because I still have not recieve my comnputer back. I have called and called and keep being told in a few more months. Seriously? I was told last June I'd have it back in 6 months tops. When 6 months was up I called and was told definitly January. Now, still without it and I am getting more and more bitter about the fact that I'm stuck on these slow ass computers because my sick and self-centered ex thought child porn was a good idea and needed to keep it?! Really? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since family members of his are on my "friends" list so they can keep up with me and the kids I am always wary of saying anything abou him that would offend them-for some reason that I cannot really understand. It's not like THEY don't know what he did! And, hell, it was in the paper on the radio AND on tv so the whole freaking WORLD knows what the did so why am I concerned about it? Why should I have to still hide and be shamed when I didn't do anything wrong except give my love, loyalty, and trust to the wrong-fucking-man.

*sigh* Thanks for letting me do was very nice and cathartic....HOWEVER, I STILL WANT MY GOSH DAMN COMPUTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe I should set up a donation line so everyone can contribute to the "Buy Jamie a New Computer Since her exHusband was a Bastard and Tarnished it Putting Pornographic Images of Teens on it" Fund. Tell your friends...


  1. (((huggs))) I love you big Jamie Girl. I will contribute to the cause :)

  2. Thanks Cuz! You Do realize I'm not kidding. lol

  3. Ok, I have my first donation of $100. Thanks Aunt Tanzie!!! I only need a few more of those to get another computer! Love you guys!


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